

In the town of Fernwood, where the March mornings were
still cold enough to need a coat but the sunshine had
started to feel like it meant it again, there lived two
children named Isla and Ben. Isla was ten years old,
sensible and organised, with long red hair and a notebook
in which she wrote lists of things that needed doing. Ben
was seven, cheerful and chaotic, with a gap where his two
front teeth used to be and a habit of starting sentences
with the word actually that drove Isla only slightly mad.
They had the best mum in the world. They were both
completely certain of this, not in the way that all
children think their mum is the best, though that is also
true, but in the specific, detailed, evidence-based way
that Isla preferred to think about things. Their mum,
whose name was Sarah but who they called Mum in the way
that made the word feel like the warmest word in the
English language, worked very hard. She was a nurse and
did long shifts that sometimes meant she left before they
woke up and came home after they were in bed. On those
days she always left a little note on the kitchen table
for each of them. Isla's notes were practical and
organised, reminding her of things to do. Ben's notes
always had a small drawing in the corner, a dog or a
rocket or a wobbly star, because their mum knew that Ben
needed something to look at as well as something to read.
She made the best pasta in the world. She remembered every
single thing they told her, even things they mentioned
once in passing months ago. She knew that Isla liked her
sandwiches cut diagonally and that Ben could not eat
anything orange, not because of the taste but because of
the colour, which was a distinction their mum respected
completely without ever making him feel odd about it. She
sang quietly to herself when she was cooking, always
slightly out of tune and always completely unbothered by
this. She had a laugh that started in her shoulders.
Mothering Sunday was coming. The fourth Sunday of Lent.
And this year, Isla had decided, they were going to do
something properly special.
She called a meeting.
The meeting took place in Isla's bedroom on Friday
evening, after their mum had gone to have a bath. She had
written an agenda in her notebook. Ben sat on the end of
the bed eating an apple and looking at the agenda upside
down.
"We are going to make Mum the best Mother's Day
breakfast she has ever had," Isla announced.
Ben turned the notebook round. "What's a
shakshuka?"
"It's eggs in tomato sauce. Mum loves it. She
made it once on a Sunday and said it was the most
comforting thing she had eaten in years."
"Can we make that?" said Ben doubtfully. He had
tried to make scrambled eggs once and they had ended up in
a state that nobody could fully explain.
"I have a recipe," said Isla. "And
I've looked at it three times. It is not
difficult."
Ben ate a piece of apple. "Actually," he said,
"I think we should also make something sweet."
"I have scones on the list," said Isla.
Ben looked at the list. "And can we get flowers? Mum
likes flowers. She always stops to look at them in the
market."
"Already on the list," said Isla, pointing.
Ben looked impressed despite himself. "You've
thought of everything."
"That is what lists are for," said Isla.
Their dad was in on the plan. He had to be, because they
needed someone to drive them to the market on Saturday
morning to get the ingredients and the flowers, and also
because leaving two children alone in a kitchen with a hot
stove was not something any sensible adult arranged on
purpose. Their dad, whose name was Paul and who was an
enthusiastic but unreliable cook himself, agreed
immediately and with great excitement.
"Can I help with the cooking?" he asked.
Isla looked at him. She had a clear memory of the time he
had tried to make pancakes on Shrove Tuesday and somehow
managed to get batter on the ceiling.
"You can help Ben with the scones," she said
carefully. "I'll do the shakshuka."
Her dad looked slightly relieved, which told Isla that he
also remembered the pancake incident.
On Saturday morning they went to Fernwood market while
their mum was at her Saturday yoga class. The market was a
good one, with wooden stalls selling vegetables and bread
and cheese and flowers and all sorts of other things. Ben
immediately wanted to stop at the stall selling handmade
wooden toys, and their dad immediately wanted to stop at
the stall selling cheese, and Isla kept them both moving
with the firm patience of someone who had a list and
intended to follow it.
They got ripe tomatoes, red onions, garlic, peppers, eggs,
and a tin of chopped tomatoes from the vegetable stall.
They got flour, butter, and cream from the baker who also
sold ingredients. They got a small jar of smoked paprika
and a jar of cumin from the spice stall, where the man
behind the counter had a magnificent grey beard and told
Ben that cumin was the most ancient spice in the world,
which Ben found so interesting he insisted on telling Isla
three times on the way home.
At the flower stall, Ben chose yellow and white flowers
after considering the options for a very long time. Isla
chose deep pink ones with a good smell. Their dad was
given the job of carrying everything, which he did without
complaint, slightly resembling a walking market stall
himself by the time they got back to the car.
They hid everything in the utility room when they got
home, because their mum was back from yoga and sitting at
the kitchen table with a cup of tea and the newspaper. She
looked up when they came in and asked if they'd had a
nice walk, which was the cover story, and they said yes in
a slightly overlapping way that almost certainly made her
suspicious but she was kind enough not to say so.
Sunday morning arrived grey and soft, with a thin drizzle
that blurred the garden and made the kitchen feel extra
warm by contrast.
The alarm on Isla's phone went off at half past six.
She sat up immediately, turned it off before it could wake
anyone else, and went to knock quietly on Ben's door.
Ben was already awake, sitting up in bed with his hair
pointing in four directions and an expression of great
seriousness.
"Ready?" whispered Isla.
"Actually," whispered Ben, "I've been
ready for ages."
They crept downstairs in their socks. Their dad was
already in the kitchen in his dressing gown, having had
the same idea, and had already put the kettle on, which
was the right instinct even if it was not on Isla's
list.
Isla tied on an apron that was slightly too big for her
and began.
She fried the onions first, slowly and gently, the way the
recipe said, until they were soft and golden and the
kitchen began to smell wonderful. Ben stood beside her and
watched with genuine interest, asking questions that were
mostly sensible and occasionally very strange.
"Why do onions make you cry?" he asked.
"Gas released when you cut them," said Isla.
"Why does the gas make you cry?"
"Chemistry."
"Why does chemistry make you cry?"
"Ben."
"Sorry."
She added the garlic and the peppers and then the paprika
and the cumin, and the smell that rose from the pan was
deep and warm and complicated in the best possible way.
She added the chopped tomatoes and the fresh ones and let
it all bubble gently while she made a cup of tea for their
mum.
Their dad helped Ben make scones at the other end of the
kitchen. This went reasonably well, with only one minor
incident involving too much flour that covered the worktop
and one sleeve of their dad's dressing gown in white
dust. The scones went into the oven looking small and
slightly lumpy, which their dad said was perfectly normal,
and came out looking exactly like scones, which was a
genuine relief to everyone.
Ben arranged the flowers in the jug that lived on the
windowsill, working very carefully to get the colours
alternating in a way that pleased him. He stood back and
looked at them for a long time.
"Actually," he said, "those look
brilliant."
"They do," Isla agreed, and she meant it.
When everything was ready, Isla made the eggs in the
shakshuka, pushing small wells in the thick tomato sauce
and cracking an egg into each one, covering the pan and
watching through the lid until the whites were set and the
yolks were still soft, exactly as the recipe said. She
felt a quiet pride that surprised her with its warmth.
Their dad put everything on a tray. Scones with butter and
jam. The shakshuka in the pan with a trivet to protect the
tray. A cup of tea made exactly how their mum liked it,
strong with a small splash of milk. A small glass of
orange juice. The jug of yellow and white and pink
flowers.
Ben made a card. It was not tidy. It had a drawing of the
four of them that looked more like four surprised
hedgehogs, but above it in large careful letters he had
written THE BEST MUM and beneath it Isla had written a
longer message in her neat handwriting, saying all the
things they meant, the notes on the table and the
diagonally cut sandwiches and the laugh that started in
her shoulders, all of it, written down plainly and
honestly because some things deserve to be said out loud
even if they feel obvious.
They carried the tray upstairs together, all three of
them, their dad holding the heavy end.
Their mum was awake. She was sitting up in bed reading,
her hair loose around her shoulders, and she looked up
when the door opened with an expression that started as
surprise and moved very quickly through several other
things before settling into something that had no precise
name but lived in the same neighbourhood as joy.
"Oh," she said. It was the same small word that
Nana Rose had said watching the snow on New Year's
Eve, and Clara on the bus, the word that carries more than
it looks like it should.
Ben climbed onto the bed beside her and presented the card
with great ceremony.
She read it slowly. Then she read it again. When she
looked up her eyes were bright.
"This is the best thing anyone has ever written to
me," she said.
Ben looked extremely pleased. "Actually," he
said, "Isla wrote most of the words. But the
hedgehogs were me."
Their mum laughed the laugh that started in her shoulders.
They ate breakfast together, all four of them on the big
bed with the tray in the middle, while the drizzle ran
down the windowpane and the flowers sat bright in their
jug on the tray and the shakshuka was warm and deep and
exactly right.
Their mum said it was the best breakfast she had ever
eaten. Their dad said the scones were surprisingly good.
Ben ate two scones and informed everyone that cumin was
the most ancient spice in the world. Isla drank her orange
juice and felt the particular satisfaction of someone who
made a plan and watched it work.
Later, when the tray was cleared and their mum was dressed
and they were all downstairs together, she paused in the
kitchen doorway and looked at Isla and Ben with the
expression that meant something true was coming.
"Do you know what the very best part was?" she
said.
"The shakshuka?" said Isla hopefully.
"The hedgehogs?" said Ben.
Their mum shook her head. "That you did it
together," she said. "That's the best part.
Always."
That evening, when Isla was in bed and the house was
quiet, she could still smell the faint warm ghost of cumin
and tomatoes in the air. She looked at her notebook on the
bedside table, full of lists of things that needed doing.
She picked up her pen and wrote, very small, at the bottom
of the last page: today was a good day.
Then she put the pen down, turned off her lamp, and slept.
Outside, the March drizzle had stopped. The garden was
very still and very clean and somewhere in the apple tree
a bird was beginning, experimentally, to sing.
Spring was almost there.
*The End.*